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Angsty white boi anthem #674


Leave me a husk
What I thought was right was all a big mistake
I'm sick of what I am
Spineless, weak, cynical and blind

In myself I see so little worth
I can't escape this; can't tear out of my mind
Been trying to find some way out
But the weight of each failure is crippling
I'm running out of pride to fuel myself
And my faith in a life worth fighting for is all but gone

This ideal self envisioned taunts me with everything I'm not
Leading me with little tastes of what it's like to be more
I'm wiser and stronger than I've ever been
But as the light expands so extends the shadow's edge

Somewhere near the neurotic fence but not quite sure which side
Am I even really a danger to myself

Apathy, sing to me
Take away humanity
Digging deep, can't find me
This is not what I was supposed to be

I'm trapped inside this mockery I falsely call myself
A shell hardened by entitlement and insecurity
I'm not a victim of anything. This is me and only me
I see the glow of the outside
Leaking through the flaws waiting to be broken through
I can't be ashamed anymore- I need to reach out now
Even if I think it'll kill me I am who I need to be


released February 15, 2019
Lyrics and music by James Moore
Drum programming, mixing, mastering, and production by Joerg Luedicke
Logo by Jacob L




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